Wednesday, April 30, 2008
the only people i can count on; sissy fucker bf and kakak kuku wanieeeeee.
my dad and mum are currently fighting². so dad is becoming more mad than ever. he printed a picture of me kissing my babe. LOL!
serious shit! i love bf lah. i mean really! i cry many times becos im happy and at times i angry lerr. okay more to angry actually. whats make me more happier that he kept kissing my forehead ooiiii! aku suk! aku suk! *blush*
uh yerlah yanny. you love because he kiss you forehead. kau buduh kaper? but serious lah! mentel! okay shuddup.
aku rindu gfs aku. ):
counting down the time. its gonna be our 4 months oi! happy? HAPPY!
11:39 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Monday, April 28, 2008
a hooray day for me!i tell more tmrw. im tired. bye!
11:59 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Lately, ive been thinking alot. and hell yeah! it wasnt the good ones. I cared, i was worried about him. All my life now depends on him. I didnt went out with my girls at all. All my mind was thinking about him and my family. No one else. SERIOUS SHIT! but all of his family and friends thought that i was controlling his life. Oh god! was it fair?
Whenever he gathered around with his friends. All his friends was like, "Eh! nonok ah kau, Kepala NONOK lah kau, ingat nonok lah kau. maner nak ingat kiter lagi kan?" WTH! and when he said he wanted to slack, his friends' said "asal? nonok nyer pasal?." FUCK LAH! i did let him went out with his friends what?! i did okay! I'm just afraid he got brainwash by his friend and we ended up breakup.
So just now, I decided to ask him this.
Me; b, what if i ask for a breakup and the reasons is because i want your friends to be happy and you also merrily happy.
He; darling jangan merepek lahh. *then he hugged me*
but seriously lah. its really a heart pain know after what he told me about what his friends and family thinks about our relationship. i dont want him to think as if im controlling him. im just curious. look at how i control his feelings. he dont wish for me to overnight with my girlfriends. did i go when they ask me to tag along. i didnt. when he said do whatever i want to do so i went riding out with kak wanie, abg harry and he fellows, he was angry cos he dont meant what he said. -_-" tak ke pening ke aku?
i want more like Fadilla and Aidil's relationship. they are one of a kind lah. each of their relatives know all about them. but mine is like a disaster. not really a disaster lah.. FAKE siol tuh! i dont mind him going out with his friends but just tell me where he's up to and what he's doing. :(
thats all i ask for baby, i love you.
11:56 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Thursday, April 24, 2008
stupid people do stupid things. Like me.
I LOST MY BLOODY HANDPHONE AGAIN.
but i still using the same number as i just renew my simcard.
swee².(:
(nie smuer aku ikot Safwana nyer cara. )
Safwana:
thanks for the advices. i was in school. lazy to go online as school computer are so the lagg!
lup².Cassie:
I love you very much. Thanks for calling me on that day. i meet you on saturday if the chalet is still on. pass me ur no. okay?!Naddie:
kau giler. okay?Nadya:
why the hell you quitted your school.BOYFRIEND;
dont bother reading.9:24 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
-Whenever you dont mean what you said.-At times or whenever I'm serious,dont play a fool or joke around.-Dont irritate me!-I dont like you to think about her.-I look down on betrayer,liar,big talker, promise breaker.-Please have the inititive to call/find me whenever you are outside with your friends. As you know how im gonna re-act if you dont contact me.-Dont take things for granted or you gonna loose it for real.-Dont perangai when youre hungry.-Dont act you got something when you aint got nothing.-Never risk you life on major nor minor things.-As usual dont go kenal² with other girls.-Cepat² carik kejer.-If possible, dont be a gangster.-i promise to change if you're willing to change.-I would like my morning kiss on my forehead.-Dont be rude to Wak edah or disturb pipin.10:55 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Monday, April 21, 2008
1. Whose picture is it that you keep
in your wallet?
- my passport picture and his sec one picture.
2. What time do you usually go to bed?
- late in the morning.
3. What was the last thing you did
before filling this survey?
- edit my blogg.
4. Who are the people you always meet
the most?
- my family, my bf.
5. Who's the person you're gonna call
if you need help?
- kak wanie(:.
6. What's on your mind right now
- killing the boy beside me.
7. Who's number on your speed dials?
- none.
8. With whom do you wanna be to have
fun?
- my bf.
9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
- ironman.
10. When was the last time you went
out?
- i am outside. in school.
11. Who do you hate the most for now?
- the girl who's inside his mind now!
12. When was the first time you slept
alone?
- last 2 days.
13. What do you wanna do for now?
- kill the boy!
14. What do you do everyday besides
eat and sleep?
- make up.
15. What could piss you off?
- when the boy who i wish to kill me irritate me!
16. are you an animal lover?
- i am.
17. Colors that make you happy?
- blue.
18. Most fav thing in your room?
- computer, hp, pillow, bed, television.
19. What was the last thing you bought
for your room?
- nothing.
20. Any instruments in your room?
- my brother's guitar.
21. Can you cook?
- not really.
22. Miss someone?
- no. not really.
23. Plan to buy something?
- yah!
24. Are you satisfied with your life
now?
- no.
25. Do you like seafood?
- NO.
26. Breakfast or dinner?
- dinner.
27. What do you usually have for
breakfast?
- waffles biscuits.
28. Did you eat breakfast today?
- no.
29. Do you recycle?
- at times. karang guni got money!
30. Do u have a laptop?
- no.
31. What is your favourite fastfood?
- macshit!
1:20 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Where are u now?
` Home.
Where do u wish to be at e moment?
` East coast with my girls.
Wat do u do yesterdae night?
` dye my hair .
Wat time do u sleep then?
` 1?
Aren't u sleepy?
` yeah.
Do u drink anithing to make u fresh?
` yeah. at times lahh..
Have u bathe?
` haven, later. cos im dying my hair.
Do u think bathing makes u look fresh?
` yeahh!
Have u tried sleeping while bathing?
` hahha. i did. many times.
Had ur breakfast?
` nahh.
Wad do u want for breakfast?
` a nice french toast.
Why that choice?
` idk.
Wats up wit ur morning?
` it was bad, no calls no message.
Had any smoke in e morning?
` nahh
Any birthday wish today?
` fitri.
Have u ever tot of breaking into a
birthday girl's house?
` hahha. no!
Have u cried on birthdays?
` yah,.
wat do u get fer ur last birthdae
party?
` many stuff, thanks my loving peoples!
Do u think u're cruel?
` very!
Wats ur fav quote?
` mangkok?
When's ur last message?
` just now lah.
Wats ur scond last message den?
` yans dats ngan saps?
Have e person u've always msg met u?
` yah.
have ur feelings been trashed?
` i am now.
Wat do u think about food?
` daily needs.
Sakae sushi or ben & jerrys?
` Ben and jerrys.
Haagen dazs?
`expensive ice creams.
Do u love ice creams?.
` i do~
Wat will u eat first?. ice creams or
chocolates.
` both!
Wen sumone enters ur house, will u
greet them?
` no if i dont knoe them.
Will u be nice to everyone?.
` haha. yeah!
Have u be dumped by a guy/girl?
` yea~
have u ever tot of liking a girl?
` no!
is hair ur first priority?
` haha. yeah~
permed or rebond?
` permed maybe?
If u were given a choice to dye ur
hair & come to sch. wat colour will it
be?
` light brown with a streaks of red.
given a choice by spending over
thousands. wat will u buy?
`clothes, license. my motor!
will u buy a new phone for urself?
`yeah!
will u pamper urself wit manicures &
pedicures or spas & saunas?
` spas and saunas
given e chance to choose ur future
husband. wats ur choice?
` Nazrul. b, change your fucking attitude first then i 100% take you.
are u in love?
` Yea.
hu's e person?
` Nazrul bin BOH~!
if u were gonna die tumorrow. wats ur
last wish?
` babe! i wish youre dead!
9:53 PM
rant by yanny ♥
so, nak tahu kenaper aku seak2 marah kebelakangan nie? because of the
PERIOD. LOL!
haha, stupid babe always kena shit by me! okay jiggy piggies.
i miss you all. come talk cock and play along on my taggie.
1:20 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Thursday, April 17, 2008
in mlc now. nothing to do. we(aideel, babe and me) came late to school. yah! i was early, i woke up at 6 okay! but i went asleep back and woke up at 6.15. no huge difference .. i reached tamp at 8.20 am! they reach later than that.
anyway. lately, babe is being tooo
IRRITATING. i mean
VERY IRRITATING! he keep making me angry and all. aiyo! i dont really likes to be angry, cos if im really am, i will be like crying and hitting myself or that someone who makes me anger. duh! girls are sensitive. so boys are supposed to treat them as if she was a glass. She's FRAGILE!
WANTED
They are absolutely dangerous exclude the girl who wore white.(:
girls, imy badly.
NOT forgetting yuyul and fitri.
9:42 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
back to square one. so its in the morning, i was supposed to go to school by now. but its okay. my classmates all always came at 10. not a problem.
bi, bau baju awak. tak tak! bau luqman. hahahaha! stupis adidas.lately, im just being tooo sensitive on EVERYTHING little small things. my stupid SIC said im gaining weight. eyes rolling. i cant be bothered. but i dont know why i always think this way. FAT MEANS HAPPY. good quote uh? then like one walking stick, which is better?
babe got himself a job. and plans to ride a GILERA once he got his license. he says, once he got his GILERA, he wants to break up so he can ride with other girls. *pissed*
haha. okay im late. bye!
for more updates on who im damning now; read naz's friendster.
7:44 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
YANNY
IS
JUST
BEING
TOOO
OVER-REACTTEDDDDD!
i love youu people who do cares about me.
(:
1:42 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Monday, April 07, 2008
you're just a simple mistake and im making a simple regret.
so girls. maybe this is the last time im making proud to myself for having
Nazrul in my life. i told him this "Jangan segan-segan keluar dari hidop kiter."
I regret to have a boyfriend like you. I just need a time off! like what you said before. yes! maybe we need it. but how can i survive when im YOUR VERY OWN CLASSMATE. We're gonna see each other in class, lepak together with aideel and amy and all. i know you need someone BETTER than me. Maybe our relationship didnt work out that well?
I know its a minor things that im just upset about it. but how could you. making fun of it when im angry about it. its been a week im not crying and now you making me burst in to tears. how could you said sorry almost every time when you dont even mean it and you will do it again?
so all happy times always ended to a sad ones. maybe its true, NOTHING last forever. THANKS FOR THE CURSE MOHAMED FAIZAL! i appreciate it ALOT lah fuck!
it turns to black and white.
10:02 PM
rant by yanny ♥
Ader ke patot dier plan nak buat tattoo namer aku dgn dier pat tangan?
tak ke bodoh tuh namer nyer?! you wanna kick? i kick you out from my life. hahaha!
and so. fully stated he told me that he doesnt love that woman anymore. kiter tgk okay?! mesti masi ader lup2 punyer. siket pon masi ader. Because i will always and forever disturb him, awak masi sayang kan dier kan? kan? kan? i lazy lah to cry2 anymore, unless i really cannot tahan then. mencarik pasal ajer aku nie kan?! hahaha!
Yesterday, baby's mom ajak me makan at beach rd. but at first i rejected cos i malas and the other thing i got no money to go. SO! baby consoled me until i accepted. And his dad top up my ezlink for me. haha! i felt bad. i was really bloated cos the kway teow goreng was a lil too hot and spicyso must i drink alot of water. His mom told me that i dont eat alot. PADAHAL²! you people know how i eat. If not, how the hell i got that body size of mine. HAHAHAHA!
want to know why i type broken english. bcos i lazy to type proper english lah. then what?
okay bye people. i love nazrul more than you guys. okay?! atleast masi ader lup! huhu!
9:01 AM
rant by yanny ♥
Thursday, April 03, 2008
So its already 3 months together. Glad everything is good now.
Yesterday babe was at his best mood. So i went to his house. His family bought durians and i shared with his sister.
then he sent me home. kakak talked to him until he took the last bus.
I LOVE MY BF LAHHH~!
hahahahahahaaa!
7:34 PM
rant by yanny ♥